The Return of the BLOG strikes back..again..or something

Dude. so ive been super totally busy. Zeh'en (Josiah) has been back with me for like 5 months.. hes visiting cousins right now. Tomorrow is the finalization of Yo's termination of parental rights. Im so excited/nervous. I will feel better once it is all final. I believe that God has already shut what no one can open... but my flesh is still a little shaky. Yeah so God has been awesome. in response to my last posts...I totally fell in love with John for a bit. No surprise there since he is the first man other than my father who treated me the way i should be treated... but yeah.... no.... God has made him into one of my best friends.. but hes so totally like my brother now like.. noooo.. thinking of him that way is just almost creepy. but dude... hes SUCH A GREAT BIG BROTHER. and Zeh'en (Josiah) LOVES him. well as for other news. i have been called back to my old church. its so cool. God is doing so many awesome things there. there is an AWESOME new youth pastor and im getting involved with the youth group and all those weird lonely bad temptations.. well actually there was only one. His name is Todd.... and im SOOOO over that. And God is totally starting stuff in this youth group. heh. not like "starting stuff" like picking fights.. but like dude its the brink of revival and i receive that! its super swell! I am just so excited. OH and i had an opportunity to talk to a lady whose son is going though addiction and i get to talk to him and in the name of Jesus were gonna get his butt in teen challenge!!! im so excited to see what God does in his life. I LOVE IT!! his name is Sol (Pronounced Saul) im so stoked... hes totally gonna be Pol ( pronounced Paul) come next year. IM CLAIMIN IT! so yeah that is kinda whats u 4 now. sooooo. dude the carpet in the spot im laying has the intermittent aroma of urine. i really ought to get like a desk/chair/normal person computer set up.... or perhaps i could lay on a less urinated patch of carpet. hmm.