CRIMENY!

Yeah. Crimeny is totally becoming my catch phrase. SO ANYWAY! i still dont have Zeh'en back... but things are getting there. I just started my new job. ITS AWESOME! Its like super low key. And i am getting my daily quota of hugs and stuff. Well anyhoo. Im just feeling super thankful this morning. Theres been some issues for me i guess. See my super swell friend John...is well... SWELL! I think God brought him in my life for lots of reasons. One of which is too keep me out of bad relationships. The way John treats me is totally a pattern for the way i should be treated by a guy. BUT Satan has been hurling everything he's got at me... and been trying to make me afraid of losing John. I guess its kinda weird. i dont know how to explain that. BUT God has been really workin in my heart and im giving it all back to him. I refuse to believe what Satan is saying and i am going to stand on the promise that God is in control. If God takes someone out of my life... I trust his choice to do so. If God brings someone in my life.. i trust him. If God makes me have to leave Vegas.. i trust him still. I AM REFUSING TO BE SHAKEN. I guess its like that old audio adrenaline song... "you can take my life my love, my liberty, lock me up... ILL STILL BE FREE! CUZ YOU CAN'T TAKE GOD FROM ME!" My hope is in the lord... my expectation comes from him. I need to stop focusing on WHAT God is blessing me with and start focusing my heart on the one who is blessing me. CRIMENY! I gotta go to work.. BUT IM SUPER EXCITED! THANK YOU JESUS!!!!