Wednesday, December 17, 2008

ZEAL BABY!

Ok. So things have been super awesome. I still havent figured out exactly how to stay in vegas.. but i am hoping that will come together soon. Super awesomist thing ever... God sent me the most awesome person in answer to my prayers!! His name is John and he is EXACTLY what ive been hoping and praying for. He is totally just a friend. Because this gift from God is way to precious to squander on silly little hormone games. We just happened to start talking like 2 sundays ago. When we get talking like hours pass like super fast. Most every time we get on the phone i probably walk a mile in my house because we talk for at least 2 hours and i get so excited i cant sit still so i have to pace.... and intermittently jump up and down. He has totally awesome views on scripture... very liner very scientific. It is kinda a very different angle than the one that i usually perceive Gods word through. But when we get going it is totally the epitome of iron sharpens iron. Because our views are different perspectives but not in opposition its just been such an exciting time talking to him. The best thing for me is that HE ACTUALLY GETS AS EXCITED ABOUT THE BIBLE AS I DO!!! It is so discouraging to have a passion for Gods word... thats like a fire burning inside me and then to talk to my friends and fellow believers and its like they are interested but not excited. I just want to like jump and yell and shout " DONT YOU GET IT?!!?? THE GOD OF THE ENTIRE UNIVERSE THE WHOLE OF EXISTENCE IS TALKING DIRECTLY TO US EACH INDIVIDUALLY!!!!! ??" Crimeny!!! whew!!! i get worked up over this stuff.. its so exciting to me!!! And because i finally have someone to talk to that gets excited its given me a fresh drive in my spiritual life. Everything was going fine.. but it was just starting to kinda feel lonely and hard to have this passion and no one to share it with. As soon as i started talking to John it was like fresh fire in my life. I wake up every morning excited to get into my daily study. I email him a buncha times throughout the day as like scriptures hit me or i get an insight or have a question. its just sooooo coool!! And then in the midst of this God brought this friend from work into a conversation that led to an interest in Johns point of view and this guy (an agnostic) is interested in meeting with us to have a kinda bible study/Q&A .. and then God allowed another woman who is at the beginning of her journey in Christ into my life and a chance to talk to my Big Sister from my recovery program and i think he brought all of us together to have a really special womans study!! IM SOOO EXCITED!! And i love all these bible studies ive gotten involved in i just feel so excited and hopeful about whatever God is going to do in all of this. I keep like just being excited all the time right now. THANK YOU JESUS!!!!!

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